I remember a month ago knowing I had turned a corner (after a rough couple of nights of bad choices and my hangover symptoms were changing). I knew I needed to find the strength very soon to stop. I had a bad feeling, be it the guilt and shame for all the recklessness, whatever it was - I knew right then that I had to try.
Somehow I found SR after searching late at night for answers.
I have relied on it quite a bit so far and after only a few weeks into making the decision to stop, I know I have just begun. Lot of brave, strong and courageous people on SR, I am grateful for the encouragement.