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Old 03-04-2017, 11:25 AM
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halfalife
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Join Date: Feb 2017
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The progression is very obvious now...at the time it never occurred to me that after finishing a bottle I could finish two with little effort and it should have set off an alarm.

The weekends are the hardest for me...I enjoy being alone and the independence, but loneliness is a whole different ballgame. I don't deliberately set out to isolate, I just over time have connected less and shared less.

I brood and ruminate about myself, but I am leaps and bounds more kind and supportive of the people I love.

In my recent abstinence, I have been able to feel and think with more clarity than I have in a long time. I am very grateful for that.

SR is very comforting. I hope I have some time between myself and drinking at some point to help others as everyone here does for one another.
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