Originally Posted by
BrendaChenowyth I don't know if I can have a relationship. I don't want somebody up my ass all the time. I want to do as I please when I please, have absolute quiet sometimes, not have to care what I look like and not have to pick up after another person or have them complain when they have to pick up after me.
I'm either controlling (not in a physical manner, but in finances or life advice) or a complete doormat. And I tend to be attracted to women with the same issues as me. Alcoholics, addicts. It leads to either codependency or me feeling like crap about myself.
It's no one's fault. Just the way things are. I'll get a cat.