Originally Posted by
Gabriel1 
I have to quit... If I continue on this path, it is only a matter of time before I hit bottom.
Why not change this from "I have to quit" to "I have quit" instead? In the past tense, instead of something that has yet to occur?
Your addiction is trying to drag this thing out, with the whole "if I continue" and "hitting bottom" business. You already know that bottom could be death, not recovery.
Are you going to continue drinking?
If you want to stop this from becoming a long, drawn out process, consider the recommendation from dwtbd.