When we don't drink and work the program of Alcoholics Anonymous with a step sponsor we learn how to seek release of resentments. " When dealing with resentments we set them on paper. "
"The sense of release at finally facing ourselves is indescribable. These are the first fruits of Step Four."
Many of us drank AT people. I'll show you - I'll hurt me!
I tried sobriety at 22 and 32 and 42 and 52. At 54 I'd had enough and have a few years of sobriety now. You don't have to live with that pain - you don't have to drink.
Alcoholism's root causes may be numerous and difficult for us grasp. Regardless, it makes little difference. Notably, there is strong evidence of genetic links though. It is wise to address this at a young age. Your life can be hugely different in sobriety.
Don't drink, go to meetings and work the steps with someone who has done them.
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