Something like an intervention would have crippled me, I do not like being the centre of attention for good stuff...to highlight my addiction and the pain I am causing to my loved ones and myself publically would send me straight into isolation and away from what I would find so humiliating..
I don't know if down the track after I recovered from the 'humiliation' if I could turn it around and look at it from more of a 'they care intervention'.
Addiction and breaking open the denial that comes with it ultimately comes from ourselves.