No I am at work and have been all day. Why do you think I am in denial? I don't think MJ is my problem. It is great for me. I love how all "recovery" people dismiss MMJ as medicine. All medicine can be abused. I am not a 15 year old toking blunts heading to burger king with my head down sleeping. To me it is magic medicine and I don't abuse it. Sorry NOT sorry.... Your in denial that it could possibly be something that helps me not drink.
The magic wand is not to drink because that is the only thing that ruins my life.
I do appreciate your input and I think this is constructive, I am not some all day stoner sitting around watching tv. I use it to fuel my creativity and it works wonderful for me. You have to understand I don't abuse that and I never have. I don't over do it and for me it wouldn't be possible as I would just get sick of it. You give me a bottle of booze or a 30 pack and I won't stop. I hear ya but you got me wrong personally.