Originally Posted by
CLAS 
You are 100% right Carl. I need to get my act together and stop this. It's childish.
Addiction is a very selfish affliction, and it does seem childish at times.
I'm glad you recognize that and hope you can strengthen your recovery plan to help realize that before you drink. Because honestly no one needs to drink to be "reminded" that they don't like alcohol. You ( and all of us ) have been reminded many times over, that's why we are here in the first place, right?