Need to write this
You would think writing this anonymously would be so easy. But this is tough. I drank yesterday and today. And as bad as it feels, I think something good came of it...I am reminded that I don't like alcohol anymore.
I didn't get drunk. I'm not wasted. I'm flat. The alcohol gave me no payoff. I'd be more concerned if I liked it. I'd be worried if it got me high. It didn't.
I don't like what I did. Feels a bit dirty. But there's this other side that I'm excited about. I don't need this! I'm better off sober!
Back to day one tomorrow. Thanks for all the support. This SR family is important. I am going to work on not doing this again. I think a better plan is to post here before a drink.
As bad as I feel, I feel really good. Thanks SR family.