I can commit to not drinking if I really wanted to, personally I don't think attending meetings helps me with that personally. I'm just being honest here, I am a strong willed person, I don't benifit from meetings. Went to counseling with my wife. Worst decision I ever made. I am open to alternative support, not saying I won't hit up a meeting maybe. But I really can't stand going. You guys have any suggestions for anything aside from meetings?