You got to put the work into your recovery or you will find yourself slipping into an relapse it may not happen today, tomorrow or even a week or month but eventually if you don't put your Recovery #1 you will most likely find yourself relapsing (trust me I thought just being clean and sober would do the trick and guess what that's a big fat lie cause I found myself relapsing I know it was because I wasn't putting my recovery first and putting in the work)!! Meetings are crucial for your recovery. There are always Meetings 24/7 so no excuse why you cannot go and sit in an meeting. Only you can help your recovery Only you can want it!