I'm right there with you. I just joined a large, active women's only group, got a sponsor, starting the steps next week. I think it's natural to have mixed feelings, and I have similar reservations. BUT-when I sit in that room with all those women who report that they don't have perfect lives, but are better, happier, and healthier than ever before-I want that. And while I don't fully understand it either, if the steps helped to get them there, then I'm down.