Originally Posted by
cantstaystopped 
Didn't matter if I made my meetings or worked my program or not.
I hit that spot a few times when I was sober
and each time ended up drinking yet again.
Seems that keeping an active working Program is of most importance.
That's an interesting thing because, Programs vary so much.
For 9 sober years my Program has consisted mostly of:
Prayer, church, bible studies, SoberRecovery.com, AA meetings.
M-Bob