Thanks for the info. well with work going on I just am so stressed out that I am worried about relapsing. My boyfriend comes home in a couple of months and I don't know how to even act. He says he is going to stay clean but saying one thing and doing another kinda scares me. I know that I follow in the wrong steps when I am around the wrong people and that is what worries me the most I am just hopeing that I can find other people to talk to that can help me and give me the best help that anyone can.