Originally Posted by
Frickaflip233 
Yikes that's morbid! But I understand....
yeah, i'm a twisted F6ck at times.
just kidding...OR AM I? HAHAHA...sorry, just in a silly mood...but to be serious for a minute...
I need to be able to see what was almost my demise 11 months ago. I need to see it a lot.
This "condition, disease, illness, whatever" conditions my mind to forget the pain and horror of what my life was. This is my way of playing rewind so I don't forget.
You can see the desperation and hoplessness in their eyes. It's something I can't ever afford to forget.