How do you get through it?? The pain is excruciating, thinking of me with his son and grandson at a party, and he's persona non grata. I know he did it to himself, and it's his choice, but that somehow doesn't mitigate the pain.
Oh Solo - it's so painful. I hope you can focus on the blessing that is happening, and detach yourself from your husbands own doing. You have some real joy going on, the cycle of life moving forward from something beautiful that YOU did. Sending you good thoughts and prayers to be present and for some peace. ((HUGS)))