I'm going to make an appt with my therapist as soon as i get done writing this. Everyone added great advise and I appreciate all of the love. It's truly times like these that I cherish this place so very much.
thank you all again. I'm off to another meeting then dinner with the family and then bed. I'm exhausted but focused on my sobriety.
Again...there are no words to thank everyone of you who responded. I really appreciate it.