Originally Posted by
KayRay32 
I do not know what to do... Pot was really never my drug of choice. (Here my justification) Any advise would be helpful.
I think that you do know what to do, but you are suggesting that there is a difference between a drug of choice and drug of non-choice (meaning of choice #2 on down), and that there is a difference between alcohol and other hedonic drugs.
No such difference exists, beyond possibly the amount of physical damage. Your addiction doesn't ultimately care too much what drug you feed it. It would prefer your favorite stuff, for sure, but any drug that gets you buzzed will do.
If you're worried about your friends and family, then don't tell them. If you're worried about getting laughed out of NA for marijuana, you could always say that you are worried about going back to drinking and meth.
Either way, get rid of the supply of marijuana, and don't buy any more. You can't smoke what you don't have on hand.