reaching out for help to stop again
I was doing great and got over confident - thought I could handle having a few drinks finally
nope
I drinking again - moderately - which means heavily by normal peoples standards but by my own standards it's moderate (for me a bottle of wine a night is moderate, half a bottle of vodka a night is heavy)
Anyway - I WANT TO STOP
I just need some help as I keep trying and keep failing and I know if I don't stop it's just going to get heavier and heavier
I'm still in Frankfurt, I was living in a hotel for the last 2 months and got into a good routine but moved out into an apartment a week ago and the change of routine has got me.
I want to stay sober tonight so I'll check this site when I get back from work and hope I can find inspiration and motivation to get back on track
peace