Almost crapped my pants.
Had blood work done recently. Got a call today that my Doctor wants to see me ASAP in regards to high PSA levels which normally indicate prostate cancer! Yikes!
Almost crapped my pants while on the phone. After setting an emergency visit for Monday, I noticed my heart rate was high... I was afraid. Freaking out a bit.
Then it hit me. So my PSA levels are high. So what. Is that a reason to freak out? Of course not.
Made me think of the drinking days. I would have been drinking like a fish between now and my doctor's appointment. Then on the day of my appointment, I'd be so nervous, I would drink twice as much in the morning. Probably even wake up for a strong shot early morning.
Holy crap, am I glad I'm not drinking!
Overall, I feel great. That's all that matters anyway, right? Ain't worth freaking out over. I find out soon enough. Even if I do have prostate cancer, I'll survive it. No biggie.
Might as well enjoy today.