I will never detox again.
Just wanted to write that I am at work and can't believe I used to come in here in a panic, shaking and unable to tolerate even one hour.
I actually enjoy work now. I notice things I never noticed before and don't run away from conversations.
Also, I just realized I am the only person who tries to hide opening a can of pop at lunch (I used to put my hand over it to try and "mute" the sound when drinking so my neighbor wouldn't know how many beers I had). I also just crushed it before throwing it in the trash as paper-flat as I could. My coworker asked me why I do this.
Thanks for the support all.