It really is true, not to be argumentative, but when you're just coming of age and starting to go out to bars and clubs and trying different things, you do notice that when you drink one thing you get in this kind of mood, and when you drink another you get in that kind of mood, and it is admittedly fun to play around with in a way. We as alcoholics, even if we had that experience once and it progressed in to alcoholism, we feel cut off from something others get to enjoy, in a sense.. If we focus too much on what they are doing, the fun they seem to be having, and THEIR experience with alcohol, we start to become nostalgic and we start to think maybe we can get back to that, and we can relapse. That is why people are seeing the original post here and slamming the brakes on and trying to get the OP to slam his brakes on as well and stop that train of thought before it takes him down that road.
Just saying.
Insomnia has taken over tonight, sorry.