I guess I just want answers but I doubt I'll ever get them.
Answer to what exactly?
. I've never displayed it and in fact it's been stuffed in a closet ever since she gave it to me. She actually asked for it back last March and I've been tempted to mail it to her but that would break there no contact rule. There are times I want to destroy it or throw it in the trash but I haven't been able to do that yet
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Throw it away, part of letting go of this dysfunctional relationship. Holding onto it is like holding onto the hurt, disappointment, anger and all reminders of this ill-fated friendship.