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Old 01-24-2017, 07:30 PM
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hearthealth
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Thousandword, I am still preparing also. Now what's holding me back is my mother is dying and I know she will be gone before summer. I have been getting *no* emotional support from my husband. He was passed out drunk at 630 last night. I think the hard part is knowing a relationship with my husband is gone and not being able to leave.
I wonder about all the good times I could have without being married to him. I envision what I could be doing without him instead of waiting for him to wake up and get it. I wonder if it won't be an event now but a deep longing for something different. It took me a long time to move out of my mother's house but when I was ready I did it. I wasn't scared. I was determined and all my logistics was in place.
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