Originally Posted by
Jtimber 
I feel like I'm at rock bottom!
There's plenty of room to go lower...
...just keep drinking and drugging. You find out.
In you first post you feared losing your wife. That fear didn't keep you sober. And your continued drinking got you this.
Will it be enough to get you sober?
In my own experience, the consequences of my drinking weren't enough to get me sober. It took a decision on my part to quit, action on my part to stay quit, and a plan of recovery to support that decision.