Thank you dwtbd. I have made my BP and my anxiety about drinking is all but gone. It is a beautiful thing. I'm 21 days in and my body is still adjusting. I am generally a happy, glass is half full person so when I start to experience depression/anger/annoyance etc. it bothers me. I get annoyed with myself. I say to myself, "my life is wonderful, why am I feeling this way?" It helps me to arm myself with knowledge about what could be happening as my body repairs itself from the abuse I put it through. But I know now that the Beast inside me is sneaky and I don't want to think in a way that will give it any leverage.