Curmudgeon, Electrical Engineer, Guitar God Wannabe
Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Where the mighty arms of Atlas hold the heavens from the Earth
Posts: 3,403
I am very, very sorry for your losses. Sadly, this is how things often end when addiction is in the picture. The need for drugs and the need to be under the influence overpowers the user's sense of survival.
As for you...
I would take whatever time you need to ground yourself and center yourself. You've taken a lot of hits lately, and you need time to grieve and mourn. We're here to help you get through it, and we'll support you in any way you feel is appropriate.
Again, I'm so sorry.