Well, I was wrong and he returned. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I'm going to pray and reat now so that I can sort through what I feel. It's a mix of relief, fear, apprehension, and anger. My plan is to read some Alanon lit and see how I can shift all that to detachment. Not sure if I want to sigh or wrap my hands around his neck.....welll obviously I'm not at detachment yet.
love and blessings to each of you,
Michele