That describes my life 6+ months ago, wow. I have to admit I am still struggling with obsessing about drinking when I am in a social situation. I notice people drinking and it effects my mood. If I'm at a friends and they have liquor displayed it takes a lot to not focus on it. I still cannot go to parties because the temptation is so much. I still crave it. It took me 3 months to go to the grocery store alone because I did not trust myself to not buy the booze. It is getting easier though.