Old 01-17-2017, 07:26 AM
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I certainly got up to things drunk that my heart and soul knew to be wrong. In blackout it was worse. I think the first realization was that I couldn't stop doing these things, or being that person, while I continued to drink. The next realization was that I couldn't stop drinking despite the fact I wanted to change.

I stopped drinking, and change started to happen.

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