Originally Posted by
Mester 
With my job I sit in my car a lot and I only get out when I get a call. Some days I get out a lot. Others not so much. On good days I have to chase them because they don't want to listen to my commands. I wear one so I know I'm moving and not being too sedentary
Do you see how in just about every response to other's advice and support you are deflecting away from the real issue at hand Mester? I don't want to be a downer but if you look at the pattern of your drinking since you've been here on SR it's quite predictable. You have a major catastrophe and drink, feel bad about it for a couple of days, then become defensive and deflect from the real issue and drink again in a few days. You are right in the middle of that cycle again today...what are you specifically going to do to make sure you aren't drinking again this weekend?