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Mester Yes. I got sober for 4 years. Relapsed. Thought I had everything under control. I didn't. Had 2 weeks of new sobriety. We got into an argument. She left. So I drank.
We've been together 18 years. I don't know what I'm going to do without her.
Mester,
You've had 1,460 days sober and a couple days of swing and miss. If you were a baseball and we were going by averages you would be hall of fame bound.
At the risk of repeating what has already been mentioned: don't throw gas on the fire by drinking.
You have a shoulder to lean on here, don't be afraid to use it.