Originally Posted by
Frickaflip233 
I'm going to make a bit of an assumption here but I'm guessing alcoholism has played into her decision. I'm so sorry.
I'm glad you're starting over. Coping with pain and loss head on is very tough. But inevitable I think. Hang in there.
Yes. I got sober for 4 years. Relapsed. Thought I had everything under control. I didn't. Had 2 weeks of new sobriety. We got into an argument. She left. So I drank.
We've been together 18 years. I don't know what I'm going to do without her.