I have been avoiding this forum
Hi all
I'm very scatter brained so I will attempt to keep this brief. I've been smoking since age 14-15, and am now 29. The past few years have been all day every day. I am recovering from bronchitis for like the 3rd time this year and it has therefore really hit me hard how much I need to quit. All I smoke is bongs. I'm coughing up black ****.
But the respiratory stuff isn't the worst, by any means. My life has been barely held together the past few years. I'm too stoned to even think almost every moment of my life. I need to mention that I have succesfully quit drinking alcohol and all other drugs, and am familiar with the recovery community. I spent a great deal of time on these boards using another user name. I'm not new to this terrible game, but this is the absolute first time I have actually forced myself to make a post.
I have so much more whirling around my head but I am going to click 'submit new thread' now before my addiction convinces me this is a waste of time!!