Old 08-28-2005, 03:52 PM
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sunshinebluesky
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think i have replaced one obsession with another....

ok, so i been doing very well about the ex....proud to say that even though i had to see and speak to him a couple times,i have had no desire to do the drive bys,emails,call, etc......and on the rare occasion i do get a desire,it seems to go away!!! but i have noticed that i think i have replaced the obsession with.......shopping!!! dont think its really cause for concern,as i dont spend hundreds or anything like that,but for the past three weekends,i have said,ok--this it it...next weekend,nothing. ive been buying to make my place more comfy and cozy, or little personal things for myself.
dont even know why i felt the need to share this, guess i been feelin guilty today after i replaced a (new) bracelet i had lost, and a ring--that they both just really called out to me--grand total about 25 bucks.
so now next weekend is the three day holiday,and i really need to chill out----somebody needs to be chillin right here with me,holding me back!!!!!
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