Sailon, welcome to SoberRecovery.
No crying contest here....learning to feel, which can be scarey at times, tears are good.
I agree Cancer is a sad painful taking disease, and I'm so sorry you've had to deal with it, I know full well what it's about too.
God bless you too.
Wishing you all the best on your recovery, we have lots to live for, don't we?