Thanks all. Not all of the replies are easy reads, but I guess this is not an easy problem to deal with, and everyone has posted with the best intentions.
I'm making a plan...because of who I am as a person and my insecurities (I care a lot about what others think) my biggest problem is how to explain to others why I continue my sobriety post Dry January. Like the guy who mentioned Lent, it's given me a chance to do what I have needed to do for a long time. I just don't know how to 'come out' without being judged. However, if I am genuinely feeling on top of the World after a month off (and I'm already at 2 days! First in many months for me) I will probably just cite how great I feel.