Thanks everyone. I think I'm going to go it alone without the naltronex for now since so far I'm hanging in. I haven't drank now in 10 days and I've gone on fluoxetine/Prozac for anxiety. Feeling good. I'm so happy to start out 2017 sober...I look forward to being back here next year and being hopefully one year free...wouldn't that be just amazing. Thank you everyone for all of your advice on this thread and others!