Originally Posted by
rockyMTNrider 
Unfortunately I just relapsed after having about 90 days worth of sobriety. While i was in that awesome period of being sober i would regularly have dreams that i got drunk and would wake up so thankful that it was just a dream. Do not take your sobriety for granted. I am starting over and it truly is a nightmare.
You can get those days back, and more. I will have one year on January 1st , prior to that I spent three years alternating between periods of sobriety (90 days being the longest) and periods of failed attempts at moderation. Figure out what was missing from your plan, add that in and the days will start to add up again. You've got this.