hugs kiddo so many hugs and prayers and just remember why you did this.. and never forget for a minute.. that if you should do that deed again it could mean your life..... my hubby was in one of those 2 years ago when the morphine withdrawal did not work well... almost lost the best guy in the world.. he is a beast .. as the withdrawal you started will not end in that time frame.. but you will fight for your body and the rights to live in it for a long long time... promise ..... love and hang in there... for a better tomorrow..