Today...
Dr. gave me Trazodone to help me sleep. Didn't do a damn thing and now I feel like a walking zombie. Pretty anxious today too. Not too much. It's bearable. Just hate feeling this way. The rollercoaster of early sobriety is a sonemabitch. One minute you're fine, the next your heart is racing out of your chest.
Currently 196 hours since my last drink. 87 hours benzo free