It doesn't seem fair that he would throw you out of your home so that you are the homeless one all because of his drinking. Obviously this is a bad situation and you are in one heck of a predicament. Unfortunately, there is a trend in which violence can get worse instead of easing off. I worry for your safety. It's hard enough living with someone who drinks for days on end, but if your physical safety is in question, you shouldn't be around each other. I'm sending you some strength and a hug. Is there anyone you can stay with? Yes, contact the Domestic Violence Hotline. Your physical safety comes first.