Hi Chloe
I guess I haven't done much to make this day one different that the slew of others this year.
My kids are home for break (4 kids) and I have been taking 2-3 of them to my Mom's daily to help out (I don't know if I mentioned it here, but she has stage 4 pancreatic cancer). The days are just kind of bleeding together at this point.
I haven't smoked today. I know that is a major trigger for me. If I convince myself that I can have just one smoke I'll end up drinking. So no more cigarettes around the house or my car. And all of the alcohol is gone now also. But it is way to easy for me to talk myself in to stopping on any given day on the way home from my Moms. Or after basketball practice which seems to be every eventing lately for 2 of my son's. So I know I need to strengthen my resolve and change something up, but at this point I just don't know what. It's been almost 2 years since I strung 4 months together. I really want that again.
Thanks for listening all.
