Petal, good to see you, and glad you realised you needed a little additional support through the stress and strains of the festivities.
Funny, because I would drink anything up to Toilet Duck when I drank, there is no alcohol I wouldn't be tempted by if I was to allow it. I don't, so it doesn't matter that hubby has his drinks cabinet with bottles of all the things I would glug. I know it's there, I also know it's not for me. I'm never bothered by its existence, though occasionally seeing hubby with a drink or paradoxically seeing an empty bottle of an old favourite for recycling, has me wishing fleetingly, that I were someone who could. But I'm not, and in the big scheme of things.... There's still chocolate!