If you have the ability to procure a case of beer a day, you have the means to get to an AA meeting, rehab or any other kind of assistance you choose. Your addiction is telling you that you are unique....in fact, terminally unique as it's often called. Sobriety is a plan of action, and in order to get it you have to take action to begin that journey. You know I care about you, and every time I pick up a chip I think about you. Please, stop the ride and get off now, before it's too late.