Day 40. Doing well but lost my kids
I've had some relapses but I'm doing well finally. In Frankfurt now and the new job is demanding - 12 hours a day and I work all weekend too. It stops me thinking. Living in a hotel. Still havn't seen my kids since my wife left in Sept. Miss them. Miss my wife too but she has moved on now.
not sure how I'm going to cope with 10 days off at Christmas.
Have basically replaced alcohol and sex with work and chocolate