it was the san gabriel number that i had called
I appreciate all the suggestions. I should probably fill in my situation a bit. I am disabled, PTSD, chronic pain, all the stuff that goes with it. I've only just moved back to Cali a couple months ago and have no car. I do regularly get lost the bus, and am getting better riding it. I'm also a retread. This sn'tnmy first 12 step adventu, I've addiction to meth in my past. Did well for many yes.. then lost my mind I guess. Thought I could dink since alcohol never had a call on me before.
I admit was wrong. I am an alcoholic.
A very frightened one.
I only drank the one beer today. I'm kinda shaky, got sick to my stomach this afternoon too.
I threw all the rest f the booze out in the dumpster.
I will call the number again tomorrow, I'm not going to drink, I'm going to get to a meeting. I'm just scared right now.