You both have every right to be angry, you've been through so much.
Ultimately, our qualifiers can't take care of their own needs - that's why they drank. There is no possible way they can take care of ours while they are trying to re-learn to take care of their own.
We need to find support and take care of our selves.
This is exactly right. It's time to be good to YOU. Get back into hobbies, friends and family you love. Fund lots and lots of support. Eat, sleep, exercise, and building spirit/spirituality are cornerstones to our health....and are the things we neglect! Have FUN! <3