I'm not religious by any means, but when I was actively drinking I would behave in ways that didn't align with my own moral compass. I do struggle with how to come to terms with those behaviours - I know I wouldn't have done these things while sober, but I also don't want to absolve myself of accountability.
I guess obsessing over it isn't particularly productive. I know that drink = unethical behaviours, so avoid the drink. Simple formula for me at the moment.