A few months ago while drunk, I had plugged my phone charger into that little slot on my tv in my bedroom and yanked too hard. The TV fell and the screen cracked. I wouldn't get a new one because I thought that I didn't deserve it and the same thing would happen. Tonight, I found a good sale and bought myself a new tv. Also, I've been working lot of overtime and I used a portion of my parents Christmas money for me. Also, I bought some comfy pants to wear around the house with the rest. It's bad but I had hardly any clothes to wear away from work. I think the tv is little smaller but I don't care. I can enjoy television in my room again.
It might sound silly, but I'm excited to have sound going on again because I pretty much stay in my room when I don't have Alex. That little voice is telling me that I don't deserve it but it wasn't that terribly expensive and I've been saving money by not drinking too. I'm just going to enjoy it.